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Goals

 Not only do I have a four-part plan, already begun, I've put together two long-range goals to begin after I've transformed this apartment into a minimalist living space.

1 Start writing again, focusing on literary short stories, which is where my career began. Full circle.

2. Show a series of my digital films here. I have shown two, which went over well. I have a dozen more.

Goals feel like motivation to get through this.


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